{"id":5482,"date":"2023-03-31T08:00:00","date_gmt":"2023-03-30T21:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/starlaarts.com\/?p=5482"},"modified":"2023-03-01T00:27:07","modified_gmt":"2023-02-28T13:57:07","slug":"guest-blog-post-part-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/starlaarts.com\/index.php\/2023\/03\/31\/guest-blog-post-part-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Guest Blog Post (Part 2)"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t
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DEDOLOR<\/strong><\/h4>

Author \u2013 Manoj Kumar Sharma<\/strong><\/h4>

Dr Maan and nurse were so tired, that even sweet chirps of birds while dawn arising, couldn\u2019t control their blinking amid sleepiness.<\/p>

But Jasoda, seemed came out of anesthesia effect, she looked around. Surprised to see Dr Maan lying parallel to her on the stretcher, connected with her through tubes and then her eyes fell on her bandaged hands.<\/p>

Memories of past few hours started flashing in her mind as in self-talking mode\u2026Soon after entered into the washroom, under the influence of suicidal rage, she broke her glass bangles and cut her wrists. Then while watching the blood spilling out for few moments, couldn\u2019t remember when she lost her consciousness. But, it seems that again Dr Maan saved her. Again she felt annoyed at her one more failed attempt of suicide\u2026<\/p>

\u2026But surprisingly this time contradictory thoughts began arising into her mind, where every now & then she is desperately trying to end her life, but, its Dr Maan who is saving her life again and again\u2026What does it signals\u2026And this time its height of saviorhood, he has sacrificed his own blood to save her life, i.e., he is genuinely serious.<\/p>

What way these incidents are trying to shape up their lives, at least her life, and the lonely life she was not interested at all.<\/p>

So, this time she started struggling internally with mixed emotions, annoyance coupled with surprising gratefulness for Dr Maan.<\/p>

But finally selfness dominated the gratitude and she murmured internally, enough is enough\u2026I can\u2019t live anymore without my family, and, now message to be conveyed clearly to Dr Maan for not interrupting her personal domains and to discharge her immediately from this junky clinic\u2026<\/p>

She tried to get up amid indistinct groaning voices, \u201cHmmm\u2026.\u201d<\/p>

But, couldn\u2019t get up and while doing so fell down on own bed facing Dr Maan. The stand holding the blood pouch got pushed off and fell down in between the bed and the stretcher with echoing thundering sound\u2026and that in turn made Dr Maan and nurse wake up from their blinking sleep\u2026<\/p>

\u201cOh Mam! Don\u2019t move\u2026Do you want anything\u2026.,\u201d The sleepy eyed nurse asked as surprisingly got up in a flurry at the disturbing metallic noise.<\/p>

And then the nurse quickly got up from her place, lifted up the stand and did needful adjustments & realignments in the blood transfusion assembly.<\/p>

Meanwhile Dr Maan also got surprised at such kinky act of Jasoda, it seemed that by now losing his patience, gave an unpleasant look at Jasoda, and, asked the sister, \u201cOh! Still going on\u2026How much time it will take\u2026Seems something is wrong\u2026please check?…when it will finish. And also please check her parameters.<\/p>

Nurse immediately followed his instructions.<\/p>

Meanwhile Jasoda whispered while gazing hopefully at Dr Maan, \u201cDr. When I will get discharge?\u201d<\/p>

Dr Maan got happily surprised as she broke her silence, hiding his inert expressions, came close to her and whispered, \u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>

Jasoda responded as chewing words, \u201cI have to get rid of this place\u201d<\/p>

Dr Maan reverted with blunt sarcasm, \u201cThis place or this world\u201d<\/p>

By that time the nurse had completed her course of action and uttered softly, \u201cDr everything is fine, and, now the blood tubes can be removed.\u201d<\/p>

Dr heard and nodded his head without looking at nurse, and, came much closer to Jasoda, they both were now in intense eye contact afresh in the morning after the heavy headed night\u2026.by that time the nurse removed the tubes and moved from there to attend the Mom\u2026<\/p>

Whereas Jasoda felt the essence of Dr Maan\u2019s question and without hesitation bluntly responded, \u201cThis clinic\u2026.not sure about the world\u2026\u201d<\/p>

Dr Maan in the mood to trap her into talk-webs to soothe her depression, \u201cIndeed! Nobody knows when they will leave this world\u2026See, in few days only in this pandemic, many people lost their lives and left near & dear ones crying behind\u2026and some people want to leave this world, but, God doesn\u2019t want\u2026What to do Jasodaji? Can you enlighten?\u201d<\/p>

Jasoda quickly reverted, \u201cLeave them on their own fate\u201d\u00a0<\/p>

Dr Maan not willing to miss this chance to break the ice, \u201cHa ha ha\u2026The same is happening since last 10-11 days\u2026.Result? More attempts to end the life. Jasodaji! I also lost my life due to this cruel pandemic, but, I am not thinking for suicide!!<\/p>

Jasoda whispered with brimmed eyes, \u201cBut, I have lost everybody of my family\u2026Now for whom, nobody is there to support me to live\u2026My willingness to live be dead now!<\/p>

Dr Maan emphasizing his convincing spree, \u201cHmmm\u2026The same situation with me also. My wife is no more, we didn\u2019t have any children. Only mother is there with me, who is on the verge of last breaths of her life\u2026Tell me with whom do I live?<\/p>

Jasodaji, everybody has to live their own life\u2026In fact everybody must live their life\u2026If everybody will commit suicide, then this beautiful world will perish very soon\u2026Isn\u2019t it?<\/p>

Now Jasoda reverted in argument mode, \u201cI don\u2019t need any wisdom, but, discharge\u2026\u201d<\/p>

Dr Maan tried to escalate the argument in humorous mode, \u201cHa ha ha\u2026Neither I am giving any wisdom, nor can get you discharge.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cDr Saab! Enough is enough. If you will not get me discharge, then I will ran away from here,\u201d Desperate Jasoda threatened now.<\/p>

\u201cThat\u2019s what you are doing since last 10-11 days, but, God is saving you all the times,\u201d Dr taunted with mild sarcasm.<\/p>

Jasoda groaned, \u201cIt\u2019s not God, but you, who is saving me.\u201d<\/p>

Dr Maan tried to twist, \u201cSee\u2026.\u201d<\/p>

Annoyed Jasoda intervened in groaning, \u201cBut why? Why you are saving me? So many people are dying, if one dies of suicide, which mountain will fall? What would be spoiled of yours?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cThe answer lies in your question itself,\u201d Dr responded tactfully.<\/p>

(This time he emotionally wronged her. He hid the fact that it\u2019s not only she, who was in depression. But, he was also tensed. Because, if she dies by suicide while being in his custody, then he could also be caught legally as responsible for her death.)<\/p>

So, hypothetically with undertone of flirting he continued diverting her mind from depression, \u201cI feel that there is some relation in between you and me, not known to us yet. But, now I am feeling. Maybe of previous birth, or of births. That\u2019s why every time I am being instrumental to save your life. (He touches her hands and shoulders, then patted on her cheeks, while saying) Do you also feel the same?\u201d<\/p>

(And, this time Jasoda again sensed something bizarre about Dr. Maan. Not only insane or vested interest, but, a mysterious person who might be advancing himself as chance catcher. Definitely willing to tap undue disadvantage out of helplessness of an innocent woman, even shamelessly using dramatics of sacrificing own blood.)<\/p>

So after hearing such words, her eyes broadened in intriguing shock, penetrating into his eyes, as groping the hidden agenda deep down in his heart through his eyes, and drowned herself as self-talking, \u201cEven so many years after that bad touch incident, never felt such absurd of him\u2026This doctor seems to be lecherous womanizer, even if his own mother and nurse are somewhere nearby around\u2026after all males are males. What a height of pervert? Even leering at a middle aged woman who is having young children. Shame on you doctor! Are you doing treatment of mine or trying to woo me by shrewd cajoling. Needs another woman, because own wife is no more, that\u2019s why saving me every time. Now, I can\u2019t stay here anymore, and I will have to leave this place by hook or crook<\/em>.\u201d<\/p>

Her self-talking spree got broken, when Dr Maan\u2019s voice interrupted, \u201cSilence\u2026I know your silence means \u2018yes\u2019\u2026..Good! Happy to know that you also think my way\u201d<\/p>

Felt his expressions beyond her tolerance, Jasoda stared at him with intense anguish, pushed him away, grunted in sheer upsetment \u2018Hmmmm\u2026\u2019 and turned around opposite side\u2026Her body language, gestures, attitude, responses clearly indicating that how badly she was into negativities worsening further the sticky depression\u2026<\/p>

But, Dr Maan continued his efforts to divert her mind from the suicidal thought web, touching her shoulders and hands, even when she resisted bluntly, \u201cJasodaji, I do understand. Take your own time. Take rest. I will come back soon\u2026 (And then he left the room)<\/p>

And before that the nurse entered in the bedroom to continue watch over Jasoda\u2026<\/p>

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Same day after couple of hours, Dr Maan was busy over his cell in exploring alternative methods for healing the hyper-depression. The he remembered, what Dr Bhave asked to know about \u2018likings\u2019 and \u2018dislikings\u2019 of the patient. Direct talking to Jasoda about her liking\/disliking couldn\u2019t be helpful, so, he decided to speak her son-in-law Paresh Bhai\u2026<\/p>

Dr Maan, \u201cHello!\u201d<\/p>

Paresh Bhai (sitting saddened, got surprised, as he was not in constant touch with Dr), \u201cHello! Dr Saab!! How is Mummyji now?\u201d<\/p>

Dr Maan, \u201cYa, Mummyji is recovering. But, I need your help.\u201d<\/p>

Paresh Bhai, \u201cSure, please tell me.\u201d<\/p>

Dr Maan, \u201cI need to know Jasodaji\u2019s likings, dislikings, hobbies etc\u2026See, even though I had been their family doctor since more than 25 years, but, I never knew about it\u2026\u201d<\/p>

Paresh Bhai asked surprisingly, \u201cBut why?\u201d<\/p>

Dr Maan, \u201cFor her treatment against hyper-depression. See, because of lockdown the traditional treatment couldn\u2019t be feasible. But, she needs to be recovered as soon as possible, else it would be too late\u2026 (He didn\u2019t share Jasoda\u2019s serial suicide attempts).\u201d<\/p>

Paresh Bhai, \u201cOk\u2026ok\u2026I got it. But, sorry to say that unfortunately I don\u2019t have any idea about it. Asha might be knowing it sure, but\u2026.\u201d<\/p>

Dr Maan, \u201cI do understand. But. If you can remember something\u2026sometime something Asha did share with you about her mother\u2026\u201d<\/p>

Paresh Bhai, \u201cOh\u2026ya\u2026One thing I just remember while talking. Once Asha told me that Mummyji loves \u2018Nature\u2019. \u2018Nature\u2019 in all forms. In fact she loves \u2018Nature\u2019 only\u2026\u201d<\/p>

Dr Maan reverted with winning smile, Ok, thanks Paresh Bhai\u2026I will keep you updated.\u201d<\/p>

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After a small pause, Dr Maan thought that despite Dr Bhave\u2019s serious health condition, to have a quick round of talk with him regarding best effective alternate therapy through \u2018Nature\u2019.<\/p>

But he was terribly shocked, when Dr Deshmukh picked up the call and informed him in saddened voice, \u201cSorry Dr Maan\u2026Dr Bhave is no more with us\u2026He passed away early this morning\u2026\u201d<\/p>

Dr Maan in shocking voice, \u201cOh no\u2026\u201d The call was immediately terminated from other side.<\/p>

Saddened, but he didn\u2019t stop. With memories of Dr Bhave\u2019s advises, he took a little pause, then started exploring on net, \u2018How Nature can help as stress-buster or depression-buster. Being a \u2018GP\u2019, he had only basic surface knowledge about neurological ailments and treatments. He continued as self-talking, \u201cBut, Jasoda\u2019s case in such hard times of pandemic, I need easy and workable known or lesser-known, but, proven hacks which could be feasible and miraculous. Trying herbal medicines, Yoga, Dhyan, music, dance, etc couldn\u2019t be feasible in such volatile state of mind in self-harm mode, Jasoda was suffering with right now\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/p>

That day, that moment onwards he spent his whole time in exploring extraordinary unconventional neurological hacks\u2026and after so many hours, finally he smiled in self-talking, \u201cLet\u2019s try<\/em>.\u201d<\/p>

As during lock down period, the local markets were allowed to open for 3 hours in the morning only, from 6 AM to 9 AM. He remembered that all essential stuff was available, but, not those extra-ordinary stuff which he requires right now. Only one thing was available, free of cost, in the open society garden area.<\/p>

Meanwhile he remembered Nandu, the milk man, may be Nandu can help he thought. Thanks God, he saved his no.<\/p>

Dr Maan, \u201cHello Nandu!\u201d<\/p>

Nandu surprised when got call from Dr Maan, even after many days, \u201cYes Sir\u2026.yes sir\u2026Tell me sir\u2026How is Madam\u2019s health? Not saw her after that day, and, I haven\u2019t supplied milk also\u2026\u201d<\/p>

Dr Maan, \u201cYes, I have called up you for Madam\u2019s matter only.\u201d<\/p>

Nandu enthusiastically, \u201cGood sir, please tell me\u2026.I will definitely help sir\u2026.\u201d<\/p>

Then they talked for few moments\u2026.<\/p>

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For next couple of days, Dr Maan and the nurse continued the ongoing routine treatment courses as usual.\u00a0 But, whenever he comes closer, Jasoda felt irritated and used to turn back in opposite direction.<\/p>

Though Dr Maan was trying his level best to connect himself with her, but, Jasoda was gesturing reluctantly every time.<\/p>

Most of the time, Jasoda was found flipping switching off and switching on the TV. She was not in good mood, for watching TV or even talking to anybody\u2026.Still under the shadows of negativity filled depression\u2026<\/p>

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And then that day, after morning fresh-n-up Jasoda was just lying over the bed, flipping switching on\/switching off the TV. The nurse was in Mom\u2019s room, doing the morning courses for her\u2026<\/p>

Suddenly then some holy voices coming from outside disturbed her silence, intrigued Jasoda wished to check, got up from the bed and glimpsed outside through the window\u2026<\/p>

The scenario outside, in the garden area was beyond her imaginations. What she watched, made her smile after many days, she whispered as self-talking, \u201cOh! Nice!! Lovely!!! So it was cows\u2026holy cows mooing\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/p>

And there Dr Maan, lying over the grass, and cuddling a cow\u2026one more cow was lying nearby, and two calves were playing here & there. Few moments later he got up and kept on cuddling the cows and calves. Then he hugged them one-by-one for few moments each.<\/p>

After some moments he started walking in some odd pattern, she couldn\u2019t understand\u2026<\/p>

After sometime he moved towards the row of trees, hugged a tree with expressions of deep emotional gratitude (that broadened further smile on Jasoda\u2019s face)\u2026He kept on hugging and kissing the trees, and surprisingly cows were accompanying him.<\/p>

There were lot of trees, it seemed that he will be going to greet every tree, which could be taking some more time\u2026.<\/p>

Suddenly then, cunning ides flashed in her mind\u2026It\u2019s the right opportunity to flee off. She slowly slowly moved towards the exit door (Mom\u2019s door was closed from inside)\u2026without making any noise, she pushed the door outward, but it didn\u2019t get open. Then she pushed harder and harder and thumped, which created some eerie noises, but the door couldn\u2019t get opened\u2026<\/p>

\u201cIt\u2019s closed from outside,\u201d The voice made her turning the head towards back\u2026It was the nurse, whose words shocked her.<\/p>

\u201cOh shit! This dirty man\u2026bastard\u2026\u201d Blue and red Jasoda in self-talking mode abused Dr Maan, gestured gruesome towards the nurse, turned back and moved towards the bed room with thumping feet\u2026<\/p>

\u2026Stood again at the window, watching Dr Maan as hugging & kissing the trees, and in between feeding the cows & calves, and also playing with few dogs also\u2026 (She couldn\u2019t understand from where he got the cows and dogs, as they were not earlier in his house).<\/p>

\u201cDo you like it,\u201d A voice from back side made Jasoda turning her head, it was the nurse again.<\/p>

\u201cHhmmmmm\u2026.\u201d Grunted Jasoda wearing irritated face and then moved towards her bed.<\/p>

Still her mind and heart were filled with depression and negativities\u2026<\/p>

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For next couple of days, without fail Jasoda kept on watching Dr Maan\u2019s activities in morning and evening, while he was spending time in feeding, cuddling & hugging cows, feeding & playing with dogs, kissing & hugging trees, and, walking in some strange way\u2026<\/p>

The nurse secretly kept watch over her, and, kept on updating Dr about her behavioral responses towards those new activities happening around.<\/p>

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And when that day she was watching him cuddling the cows, suddenly then while looking overhead, Dr Maan saw her standing at window & gazing at him. He smiled with wavy eye contact and yelled, \u201cJasodaji! Come on!!\u201d (She never ever guessed that he might be knowing about her watching him.)<\/p>

Perplexed Jasoda immediately turned red & blue, with fiery eyes, annoyed jaw-line, her hands lifted up and pulled down the curtains, while groaning with heavy breath, \u201cGo to hell.\u201d<\/p>

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Few minutes later\u2026<\/p>

Jasoda was into brisk walking in her bed room with annoyed face and whispering curses for Dr Maan.<\/p>

Meanwhile when her face was opposite to the door, and, she was few feet away from the door\u2026all of a sudden Dr Maan entered there, came closer to her, the nurse also zoomed in\u2026<\/p>

Patting over her shoulders Dr Maan uttered humbly, \u201cJasodaji! Listen\u2026come to garden, you will feel better with cows, dogs and trees\u2026it\u2019s true\u2026\u201d<\/p>

Meanwhile Jasoda turned back, and, before he would have completed, she raised her hand, slapped Dr Maan with her all energy and frustrations, and, shouted in her loudest, \u201cI won\u2019t go with you.\u201d<\/p>

They both shockingly surprised at such unexpected outburst, except Jasoda\u2026<\/p>

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Next few days there was absolute calm\u2026<\/p>

Despite annoyed, Jasoda kept on watching intermittently Dr Maan\u2019s activities in morning and evening by hiding herself behind the window curtains. But, behaving irritant whenever he was coming to her for routine checkup rounds. Whereas she was cooperating well with the nurse and quite softer with her, but to the point only\u2026<\/p>

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That day after watching Dr Maan doing morning activities in the garden, Jasoda was lying over bed, flipping switching on \/ switching off the TV\u2026<\/p>

Her rhythm got broken with the voice echoed from the back side\u2026<\/p>

\u201cJasodaji\u2026\u201d It was Dr Maan greeting her with gentle smile.<\/p>

Jasoda turned back, wearing irritation on her face she declined his greetings.<\/p>

Dr Maan moved closer, grabbed her hands (which she didn\u2019t like) and uttered, \u201cHhmmm\u2026Don\u2019t be so rude\u2026every time\u2026It\u2019s not good for your health\u2026\u201d<\/p>

Irritated Jasoda trying to pull her hands from his grip but not succeeding, groaned in annoyance, \u201cLeave my hands\u2026don\u2019t misbehave\u2026\u201d<\/p>

Dr Maan didn\u2019t lose his grip and said smilingly (trying to convince her), \u201cDon\u2019t get angry, come with me\u2026\u201d<\/p>

His obnoxious behavior escalated her annoyance, with her all might she shouted, \u201cI will not go with you anywhere\u2026get me discharge immediately.\u201d<\/p>

Dr Maan further smiling, which she didn\u2019t like, \u201cYes Madam\u2026yes\u2026for your discharge only, come with me\u2026\u201d<\/p>

This time Jasoda surprised but remained expressionless, thought as self-talking, \u201cMay be some final checkup\u2026let\u2019s see\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/p>

(As it seems into her favor, she didn\u2019t object him grabbing her hands. But as they moved further, Dr Maan put one hand over her shoulders as supporting her in walking and holding her one hand. She peeked in anguish towards him, as she didn\u2019t like his unnecessary touching gestures. But, Dr Maan ignored her annoyance and pushed her to walk forward, and slowly slowly they moved into the living room\u2026<\/p>

Mom\u2019s room was half opened\u2026<\/p>

The nurse standing at door, was watching them coming together..<\/p>

As soon as they reached the dining table, he gestured to stop. Then wearing peculiar smile, pointing towards a nicely packed glittering box lying on the table, Dr Maan asked Jasoda, \u201cGift\u2026for you\u2026\u201d<\/p>

Perplexed Jasoda couldn\u2019t understand, the way things were falling since few minutes, she stared at him as intriguing, \u201cGift? Means??\u201d<\/p>

Dr Maan continuing the peculiar smile, \u201cMeans\u2026first open it, then only you can know.\u201d<\/p>

Depression ridden Jasoda thought as self-talking, \u201cMay be my reports inside the box, enabling my discharge from here. But, generally it doesn\u2019t happen that way.\u201d<\/em>\u2026With vibrating enthusiasm she started unwrapping the box, finally one small envelope was surfaced\u2026.<\/p>

The eagerness was building up with every passing moments, her BP was rising, and pulse rate was escalating, breaths getting suffocated\u2026<\/p>

All hells broke down, as soon as the envelope was unfolded completely\u2026and when finally the much awaited thing appeared, all heavens illuminated\u2026<\/p>

Her broadened eyes got frozen, her face blossomed into modest bundle of holy emotions emitting graceful vibes around\u2026<\/p>

Self-talking began internally, \u201cOh my God! It is RAKHI\u2026 I was thinking something else, like my final reports and discharge card… And moreover, whatever I used to think about him, now surprisingly it was nothing like that\u2026It seems that he never had insane feelings for me\u2026Oh my God, what I did\u2026.It seems that I was wrong\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/p>

Holding the rakhi in her shivering hands, when she turned her eyes slowly towards Dr Maan, her eyes brimmed with sudden outburst of mixed positive emotions filled with surprise & guilt. Then surprisingly her feet started inching towards him, but, when she touched the rakhi on his hands, soon she broke down like suddenly erupted volcano of dormant emotions\u2026<\/p>

\u2026The whole ambient filled with high pitch loud cries of Jasoda, who by that time rested her head over his shoulders\u2026<\/p>

Dr Maan comforting Jasoda by gentle rubbing at her shoulders. By the intensity of her cries, he guesstimated the neurological map inside her heat & brain, somehow sustaining severe whirlwinds & vortex of negative emotions, compelled her for self-destruction repetitively.<\/p>

While crying under rage of mixed emotions, Jasoda intermittently angling her face upwards peeking into his eyes with traces of guilt (of thinking insane about him, whereas he had such holy feelings for her) and gratitude (for saving her life out of multiple suicide attempts). Watching her prolonging emotional breakdown, now Dr Maan also felt slight brimming in his eyes, signaled the nurse to push a chair closer to enable Jasoda to sit comfortably.<\/p>

Though Jasoda sat on the chair amid loud cries, but, didn\u2019t leave hugging Dr Maan around his waistline, he continued comforting her. Meanwhile as gestured, nurse brought a glass of water and kept on the table.<\/p>

Though on one hand, Dr Maan thought let all the latent suppressed negativities should spill out through the flooding out tears, but, other way round the possibilities of unbalancing of various vital parameters could lead to unexpected health fallouts, like abruption in BP, SPO2, pulse rate, breathing suffocation, etc\u2026.So, he decided to cool her down and getting rid of crying spree and thought as self-talking, \u201cSeems that the hidden pains out of losing all near & dear ones so quickly, are venting out through tears. But, if she continue crying so loudly, could lead to health complications. So, I must cool down her anyway.\u201d<\/em><\/p>

Then he lifted her face upwards, wiped her tears, unhugged, shifted the nearby chair closer, and sat over the chair\u2026holding her hands and shoulder, Dr Maan whispered softly, \u201cI understand your pains, but\u2026.\u201d<\/p>

Amid tears, shivering lips, Jasoda cryingly intervened, slightly peeking into her eyes, fumbled, \u201cBut\u2026.I didn\u2019t get any time\u2026\u201d\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>

Dr Maan (Inquisitively asked intended to vent out her suppressed emotions), \u201cHow?\u201d<\/p>

Jasoda (amid continuously crying, hiccups and tears), \u201cThat day I got call from hospital saying that your husband is no more, but, don\u2019t come here, it is not allowed because of dangerous spread of corona infections. Municipality will be doing the last rituals, relatives are not allowed. You will get the death certificate after couple of weeks\u2026<\/p>

\u2026I just shocked to hear all those news\u2026I was not able to understand, what to do or what not to do?<\/p>

\u2026.Then I called up Asha, but she was not picking up the phone. Then I called Paresh, but his phone was continuously busy\u2026<\/p>

\u2026Then I spoke to my neighbors for help, but everybody gestured reluctant to help. I was feeling like crying, but, couldn\u2019t\u2026<\/p>

\u2026Then I called up Jay, that time it was noon time in USA. The call was picked up, it was not Jay, but somebody else, who in very low voice whispered, \u201cJay and his wife both just passed away because of severe corona infection\u2026.\u201d<\/p>

I felt suffocated, I started losing my breaths, and don\u2019t know when I fall unconscious\u2026<\/p>

I don’t know but after a while when I came to my senses, I remembered everything. Then I called up Asha, but, Paresh picked up the call\u2026 I felt dizzy when he told that after hearing the news of sudden demises of Father, brother and sister-in-law, Asha\u2019s BP gone very low, stress level rose high. Which cause premature labor pain. Somehow Paresh managed an Ambulance, but, couldn\u2019t got admission in any hospital. Almost all the hospitals were converted into corona hospitals, and, not a single hospital was administering any other patient other than corona.\u00a0<\/p>

Wandering like this from hospital to another hospital, when they were hopefully waiting outside a reputed hospital, suddenly she suffered miscarriage and collapsed immediately\u2026<\/p>

Within a few hours, I was completely shaken by the continuous news of deaths\u2026I found myself unable to understand, what to do and what not to do? At the bottom of my heart I was feeling to cry, but, couldn\u2019t cry\u2026tears not getting rolling out, stuck inside\u2026throat got chocked. Suddenly my BP started rising, body temperature also started rising. Body was getting stiffened, started feeling severe headache\u2026. It felt like my brain would explode\u2026<\/p>

Within few hours my whole family died, suddenly all left me alone. I couldn\u2019t see anybody\u2019s face, couldn\u2019t get their dead body, and couldn\u2019t do last rituals. The situation was such that I couldn\u2019t go outside of the house. Even if I wanted to leave, I could not find any means, because there was a curfew. Suddenly my life was filled with misery strangely in a cruel way.<\/p>

Don’t know in that dilemma when I did the act of killing myself too. You know that both I and Sudheer were troubled by sleeping disorders and used to take sleeping pills. So I ate all the pills we both had in stock. Every moment it seemed that I should die, the desire to live had suddenly ended. \u2026..when there was no effect in a few minutes, all the medicines that were in the house, I ate all\u2026\u2026.then slowly fainting started\u2026\u2026.<\/p>

When I regained consciousness, I found myself lying in your clinic\u2026.I was remembering everything\u2026.and upset at being saved\u2026. Everything else happened in front of you\u2026<\/p>

Self-talking Dr Maan, who was listening attentively, holding her hands and shoulders, comforting intermittently\u2026Seemed finally happy and satisfied, as somehow the ice was broken. His patient came out of the darkest killer depressions. Her bursted cries cleared the emotional blockades, and, now he can milk the improved situations for absolute recovery of his patient. Remembered Dr Bhave\u2019s words \u2018Human touch\u2019, \u2018emotional touch\u2019 seemed true. Despite her regressions, he didn\u2019t lose hope and kept on trying continuously to bring her back out of depressions. Now \u2018alternate treatments\u2019 to be picked up swiftly for faster recovery\u2026<\/p>

Wearing a balanced smile, Dr Maan patted over her shoulders, whispered softly, \u201cHhmmm\u2026 Whatever happened, can’t be changed now. So leaving it behind now we will have to move forward\u2026 Only then our people who lost their lives untimely, their souls will be able to find peace, otherwise they will become even sadder after seeing us sad\u2026.Am I right Madam?<\/p>

Wiping her tears, Jasoda responded, \u201cTrue\u201d<\/p>

Then he comically said, \u201cSo now get up and tie the rakhi\u201d<\/p>

Jasoda, who by that cooled down, \u201cBut in these clothes of patients? And the materials of worship?\u201d<\/p>

Dr Maan, \u201cHhmmm\u2026right. See, we have two options. You can try clothes of my wife and my mother. Whichever be fit, you can use. I have asked for Pooja materials, the nurse is bringing from Pooja room.\u201d<\/p>

So, all of a sudden the ambient was completely reversed\u2026<\/p>

When medicines couldn\u2019t, \u2018Humanism\u2019, \u2018Emotional Quotient\u2019 blew away the grey shades of depressions and its side effects\u2026<\/p>

The nurse helped Jasoda for the festive clothes and jewelry, which Jasoda picked up from Dr Maan\u2019s mother\u2019s wardrobe and Pooja materials also.<\/p>

Dr. Maan also changed clothes suiting to festive mood, fancy kurta pajama.<\/p>

Inexplicable emotions sparkled over Dr Maan\u2019s face, as in smile and glittering eyes, when he saw Jasoda approaching towards him for tying the HOLY RAKHI. More than that beginning of the much needed miraculous transformation of Jasoda from a deeply troubling patient to glowing modest woman as Soulful Sister\u2026<\/p>

Really those moments were beyond words\u2026Jasoda as well as Dr Maan, both were full of emotions, as the tons of sadness of losing family members seemed vaporizing after many days, when they were being blessed with new lease of relations to motivate the further journey of life\u2026.<\/p>

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That day at early evening\u2026<\/p>

Jasoda just got up after a power nap on afternoon hours\u2026She was feeling light headed after many days. Surprisingly, overall in good mood, a happy soul.<\/p>

Then today\u2019s memories reeled off in her subconscious mind, a really very nice day in her life after many bad days. After the serial tragic losses when she suffered neurological problems which led to multiple suicidal attempts. But, thanks to Dr Maan, who never ever gave up zest for her treatment. And finally the human-bonding he offered, which surprisingly detoxed the rouge rage boiling inside her system and melted her heart\u2026<\/p>

Wearing a selfie smile (now she got her cell phone back), she peeked out of the window, which further broadened contours of her smile. Dr Maan was standing in hugging posture around a tree. This time she couldn\u2019t stop herself, whereas earlier the scenario was quite contrary, she was hating him out of misunderstanding his tricky healing tricks\u2026<\/p>

She was surprised, when found the entry\/exit door was open, not bolted like earlier\u2026so, she smoothly headed towards the garden area\u2026<\/p>

Whereas after spending quite good time while hugging the tree, when Dr Maan opened his eyes, shocked surprisingly, when saw Jasoda staring at him with open eyes standing in similar posture, around the tree in front of him\u2026<\/p>

\u201cOh my God! Good\u2026good\u2026good,\u201d yelled happy Dr Maan<\/p>

Jasoda didn\u2019t utter any word, but filled the ambient with her sweet open hearted loud laughter\u2026.<\/p>

Dr Maan couldn\u2019t control himself and yelled again, \u201cHhmmm\u2026 keep smiling and laughing always like this.\u201d<\/p>

Jasoda continued laughing loudly\u2026<\/p>

\u201cHow do you feel, hugging a tree?\u201d, Meanwhile asked Dr Maan.<\/p>

\u201cHhmmm\u2026very nice\u2026it\u2019s great feeling,\u201d Jasoda pleasurously reciprocated.<\/p>

\u201cYes\u2026actually trees are also like us\u2026 There is life in them too, there are emotions just like us.\u201d Dr Maan opened up, \u201cIf you love them, hug them, kiss them\u2026 Then see they love you the same way, you will feel it if you stand for a while hugging them like this\u2026 And see, by being with them for some time every day, our stress level also goes down drastically. This is a very natural and effective way to remove anxiety, hyper stress, depression\u2026 Sometimes you will feel that the tree is talking to you. People in many foreign countries practice this a lot. But surprisingly, the description of this practice is found in our Vedas, Puranas and Shastras from thousands years ago, which unfortunately we don\u2019t know\u2026\u201d<\/p>

Jasoda joyfully reverberated, \u201cGood\u2026it\u2019s good to know\u2026\u2026\u2026.then I would love to spend a lot of time with them every day\u2026\u201d<\/p>

They stayed there continuing the same for quite some time, and, when the mooing voices of cows from nearby vicinity broke the silence\u2026<\/p>

Then Dr Maan offered further, \u201cOh Jasodaji! Let me show you one more good thing\u201d<\/p>

Jasoda inquisitively asked, \u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>

Dr Maan, \u201cCome on\u2026..see the cows are calling us\u201d<\/p>

Though Jasoda was knowing all these activities being practiced by him since last few days, but, now she wanted to flow with the time for whatever he was asking to do\u2026<\/p>

Then they moved towards the cows kept in nearby barricaded area. Initially they started feeding them with the grass and other food stuff kept there. Then slowly started hugging and cuddling them. After sometime Dr Maan lied down keeping his head over a lying cow, Jasoda followed the similar act with the other cow, opposite to him\u2026<\/p>

Few moments later Dr Maan started telling the hidden truth behind this activity\u2026<\/p>

Dr Maan, \u201cJasodaji\u2026 As you know in our \u2018Sanatan Dharma\u2019 it is said that ‘cow is our mother\u2019\u2026<\/p>

Jasoda, \u201cYes\u2026\u201d<\/p>

Dr Maan, \u201cSo as we get milk from a cow and then subsequently other milk products from it \u2013 curd, chaas, paneer, khoya\/mawa, ghee, etc\u2026 All these products are very beneficial for our health, as dairy food products and as well as having medicinal value also up to great extent\u2026 Apart from this, cow dung which is used for bio gas, fertilizer, condensed fuel, etc\u2026And cow urine has great medicinal value\u2026 These are the things that come from the body of the cow, significantly useful for human life, scientifically proven and surprisingly adopted by developed countries\u2026<\/p>

But, there are some other very beneficial things that we get from the cow. If we rub our hands on the body of the cow, especially its head and neck, then our stress level goes down. If we spend time in cuddling cow and in hugging them, then it heals our blood pressure, anxiety, hyper stress, depression\u2026<\/p>

In foreign countries, particularly in so-called developed countries, people pay handsome price for spending time with cows, for cuddling and hugging\u2026<\/p>

\u2026. But you will be surprised to know that all these things are found in thousands of years old Vedas, Puranas, Granths and Shashtras of our India. And from there people have copied these holy practices and made huge profitable business in foreign countries, especially at the time of this pandemic\u2026<\/p>

In many foreign countries amid pandemic period, many people are spending $ 40 to $ 100 per hour and sometimes far more than that, for cuddling and hugging cows to distress themselves. Because parallel to the covid pandemic, there is one more pandemic spreading allover as neurological disorders or hyper-stress\u2026And in many cases the conventional medications are not satisfactorily or effectively working , and, suicide cases are escalating day by day\u2026But, this act as natural therapy is helping people with 100% success rate\u2026<\/p>

Jasoda intervened smilingly, \u201cInteresting bro\u2026really\u2026now everyday\u2026\u201d<\/p>

Dr Maan intervened, \u201cYes\u2026three times a day\u2026morning, noon and evening\u2026\u201d<\/p>

Jasoda agreed, \u201cYes bro\u2026definitely\u2026\u201d<\/p>

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For next few weeks, Jasoda and Dr Maan continued practicing the cow cuddling & hugging and tree hugging, whereas parallely he kept on attending his Mom and online consultations to his loyal patients.<\/p>

Nowadays Jasoda often appeared as cool, calm, smiling, laughing, confident and full of hopes in life\u2026.<\/p>

And that day while evening session was about to complete\u2026<\/p>

Now Dr Maan quite confident of Jasoda about her mental health, looked at her, who was still lying down over a cow neck & cuddling softly, looked at sky as thanking to Dr Bhave for his right suggestions, glibly started self-talking, \u201cYour those words, for use of \u2018Human Bond\u2019, \u2018Human Touch\u2019, \u2018Emotional Bond\u2019, \u2018Mother Nature\u2019, when conventional medicines were not working in dire pandemic times\u2026<\/em><\/p>

\u2026.Thanks God! \u2018A respectful human relationship\u2019, being brother to an acutely suffering lady, \u2018tree hugging\u2019, \u2018cow cuddling & hugging\u2019\u2026.these simple basic nature hacks made the wonders, which often medicines won\u2019t do\u2026.\u201d<\/em><\/p>

\u201cOh! You finished\u2026,\u201d Jasoda\u2019s voice broke the rhythm of his self-talking.<\/p>

He turned back and said, \u201cYes, let\u2019s move\u2026\u201d<\/p>

Jasoda got up and said \u2018Yes Bhai\u2019.<\/p>

Then while walking down towards the home, Jasoda asked curiously, \u201cAnd what was that, I saw you few times as walking strangely in some odd way?\u201d<\/p>

Dr Maan thought for a while and said, \u201cThat is called 8-walking\u2026walking in an 8-shape track. That helps in enhancing one\u2019s concentration, focus and reduces stress levels\u2026.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cBut why don\u2019t you taught me that also\u2026\u201d curious Jasoda asked.<\/p>

\u201cHhmmm well, actually I got clue about you that you are a great lover of NATURE, so, I preferred the healing methods intrinsically close to the MOTHER NATURE\u2026.However, the 8-walking comes under the category of exercise, as likes of Yoga exercises, breathing exercises, which also help same way. But, seeing your neurological status that time, I didn\u2019t prefer any kind of exercises\u2026..\u201d Dr Maan told the facts honestly.<\/p>

Then staring at her he asked, \u201cOk! Tell me, how are feeling right now?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cVery good\u2026.great\u2026.\u201d yelled Jasoda.<\/p>

\u201cOk, it means\u2026now I can get discharge to you\u2026I will make all the arrangements at your place\u2026Cows, 8-walking, yoga & breathing exercises\u2026and trees are already there\u2026.so, you can continue all these good practices\u2026.\u201d Dr Maan directly coming to the point.<\/p>

\u201cWhat the hell he is talking now?\u201d <\/em>Jasoda asked herself as self-talking, her face waned and withered. She grunted loudly with sudden sore throat, \u201cWhat are you talking about Bro, now I will not go anywhere\u2026I will live with you here only\u2026.\u201d<\/p>

Dr Maan in his attempt for trying to convince her, tried to hold her hands. But, she jerked his hands, limped back few steps, nearing towards a tree, and out of a sudden started crying loudly\u2026.<\/p>

On hearing her cries, the cows got up and started moving towards Jasoda with emotional \u2018mooing\u2019 voices\u2026.Dogs also started woofing in grief\u2026.Trees started shaking their branches\u2026<\/p>

Jasoda, one hand around the tree, one hand caressing over the cows and dogs, somehow managed herself amid sobbing outbursts and pleaded, \u201cBro, I will fall into depression again, if you will send me to my house to live alone\u2026.still the memories of deaths of my all family members are lying inside my heart, I will not be able to bear those grieves\u2026.you gave me new reason to live\u2026.so, please don\u2019t separate me out\u2026.please\u2026.\u201d<\/p>

Dr Maan staring at Jasoda, trees, cows, dogs and then took a call within couple of seconds, he moved closer, tilted down his posture, wiped her tears, with deep intense eye contact, wearing mild brotherly smile over his ugly beard face\u2026yelled, \u201cCancelled\u2026\u2026Discharge cancelled\u2026..\u201d<\/p>

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